Why SPN whyyy

Supernatural has finally ended last month and to be honest, the ending is really disapointing. Almost every SPN fans had the same reaction with me, disapointed and angry :p If you are a new fan to this fandom and just about to start watching the series, just make sure you will be ready to watch the ending because it will possibly make you disapointed also LOL. I mean... did the writter and the executive really choose that kind of plot/story to end the series?? whyyy just whyyy. Even the main actor, Jensen Ackles is actually kind of disagree with the ending but he really can't do anything except to accept it. Come on, they really wasted Jensen and Jared acting abbility sometimes -_-"

Even for me, who I admit not really a loyal fan to this fandom because I happened to stop watching the series for a few years, the ending's got me really disapointed. I had a low expectation about the ending because as you might know the series is not as good as the first five seasons anymore, but I still have a positive thoughts about it too, maybe just maybe the ending will be not so bad. Apparently it didn't. Why Dean had to die?? from a freakin' nail!??? eventhough in the end Sam and Dean got together again in heaven but still... the story is kind of ridiculous you know. Dean deserved better too, just like Sam, he deserved to be happy and get a nice normal life. Also Cas deserved better! (No, I'm not talking about destiel relationship, sorry but I'm not into that kind of things ^^;) Not just Cas and Dean actually, where are the other characters?? Jody, Donna, Eileen and everyone else??? They all are deserved better too! They only mention about Cas & Jack in the last episode without giving them an appearance at all. I thought Team Free Will 2.0 can be together for the last episode but it didn't happened.  I mean, I get it, maybe it's because the pandemic so not all the actors can come to the set for shooting, but still... the story is already bad in the first place so no matter what happened it will still ended up bad in my opinion *sigh*

In my conclusion the ending makes me cry A LOT, happy (slightly) and disapointed at the same time. There are few things I want to mention about why the last episode is bad but I will save you all the detail later. Maybe you can try to watch it, don't wanna to upset you any further until you watch it yourself haha.

Supernatural

Supernatural, a longest tv series running on The CW channel will come to end soon. After 15 years they finally decided that this season (season 15) is their last and final season. At first I didn't really feel anything about this news, not really sad or anything because I've been long stopped watching the series years a go but as the time goes by and I decided to re-watch the show to catch up till this season 15 I feel and feel more sad about the news :(

I still remember watching the series for the first time when I was in 7/8 grade, watching it with my sister on one of local TV channel and we both fell in love with the series and with one of the main characters, Dean Winchester a.k.a Jensen Ackles <3 As you might know, the first season of the series is still have the spookiest vibe compare to the newer season (also the jump scare) so we both got a little scared when watch the series hahaha. At that time, internet and streaming platform were not so common so we only count on our local TV channel to watch the series. We didn't really follow the series on a regular basis, only watch several eps until season 2 or 3 and then after that if I'm not mistaken, the local TV channel stopped airing the series in Indonesia and we also stopped watching it.

I stop watching the series and forgotten about it for a long time. Not really have any interest after getting far left behind especially after knowing the series has gotten many seasons as time goes by. But after I read the news on Instagram about Supernatural final season I kinda got my interest back to watch it. To be honest, I was shocked at first knowing that it has many seasons already and I need to catch up ASAP before the series ended LOL. Finally I managed to catch up with all the episodes last July.

As the time goes by, the story is somehow got 'messier' and not really interesting anymore in some parts, but it also get better after season 12 (in my opinion, season 12 is the worst :p I just don't really like the whole British Men of Letters thingy in this season, it's like they ran out of idea and then came up with British spy agent kind of thing. But I do enjoy some of the episodes/secenes too). Many people also have same opinion about the story, it's better in first few season especially season 1-5, and after Kripke left the story became bad. Also the cinematography (is it the right word? sorry if it isn't...) is used to be really pretty and amazing in the earlier seasons. I saw a Twitter post of some picture from Supernatural earlier seasons being pretty and all, and when I saw picture of Sam and Dean sitting at the top of the Impala stargazing, it brought so many feels to me :') it's so beautiful and nostalgic, reminds me of my first time watching the series with my sister. But just like the story, the cinematography also get better too although they've lost their dark tone and also because the camera and props is change during that 15 years.

After all Supernatural is still one of my favourite TV series which also has a sense of nostalgia. Also after following SPN news for the last few months I just know that the cast and crew is amazingly close and feels like a family (with their fans also). Now I feel sad knowing SPN will end soon... only 5 episodes left :'( I can't imagine what reaction I will have when I watch the last episode next month because it has been many news mentioning that the ending will be so emotional and even the writer also said that the fans will have to prepare a lot of tissues for the last episode. WHYYYY JUST WHYYY  :((( I hope we can have a nice ending tho', I'm still clowning here, hoping that nobody will die and the Team Free Will 2.0 all will hapily life ever after :'D

Supernatural, The WB / The CW, Eric Kripke

I know it's not really good but I try ok haha

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Blue Hair is Back

Remember what I said in my previous post? 

"Not really into coloring my hair again for now. I'm kinda tired and bored already haha but next time or several weeks from now when I change my mind maybe I will coloring my hair again, maybe blue or grey? I do't know, let's just see hehe."

And as you might guess it, I change my mind now and coloring my hair again hehehe. In the mood of blue colour so I choose blue this time. I'm still using the same product like before, Miranda hair color & Makarizo cream developer vol 30. It's not as vibrant as the picture on the Miranda box because I didn't bleach my hair first (too lazy to do it) besides my hair is already in blonde color after faded from green color, so it didn't really necessary to bleach it, unless I want to dye it to a more vibrant color like pastel color / silver. Although my hair root is growing already and it makes the color uneven (black on the top and blonde at the bottom) but I choose to ignore it haha. I will bleach my hair next time if I want to dye it with another color.

Not my first time coloring my hair blue, I still remember my first time coloring my hair blue when I was in college. It was ombre hair and I'm using Manic Panic hair dye. It was nice and I got so many compliments from my friends hehe.

Before

After

Pardon my messy hair xD
The wind was blowing hard at that time and I can't really keep my hair neat all the time although I did using hair dryer and using straightener before I take a pict ^^;

Changing Hair Color (Again?)

Here it is another post about my hair LOL pardon me. I have nothing interesting enough to post but I just want to share my current hair color. Last time I dyed my hair teal green and now is faded already, it faded into brown / slightly blonde. And it's surprise me because several people said that it's looks good on me xD They even thought that I coloring my hair into that color, but no, it's just faded from green into this color.

Not really into coloring my hair again for now. I'm kinda tired and bored already haha but next time or several weeks from now when I change my mind maybe I will coloring my hair again, maybe blue or grey? I do't know, let's just see hehe.

Thinking about my blog design or template, I haven't really update it again for a long time. I know it looks ugly and I want to fix it but I'm not really expert in making blog design or know much about graphic design. My brother help me with my blog years a go, maybe this time I will try to make it myself. Well, time to learn something new, Fouzna! :)

Teal Green

Coloring my hair again hahah. I change my hair color so much during the past 3 months. This time I choose green color, my first time coloring my hair green and I really like the result :D I'm using Miranda Green (MC-11) mix with Makarizo developer 9%. I was afraid the result will be bad and won't suit my skin tone but it turns out good. The color is like teal green shade and I love it!

Before

After

Rose Purple

After a month my hair color is almost faded completely. It became brownish yellow with some short of red-brown in the back part of my hair. Really ugly and does not fit my skin color hahaha. I still want to try rose purple / violet so about a week before Eid I decided to coloring my hair again :3

This time I choose Miranda Hair Color Rose Purple (MC-13) mix with a bit of Miranda Blue (MC-3) to make it more purple because I'm afraid with my current hair color the rose purple will not come out so I try to mix it with blue color. I also add a developer cream from Makarizo. With the help from my mom (again haha) I apply it to my hair and I'm quite satisfied with the result. It looks dark purple with a bit brown color in the hair root. My hair root is growing for a little and when I coloring it with rose purple it became brown, it looks nice hehe. 

But to be honest I want it to be more vibrant, more like violet but I think it's because my hair color before is brownish yellow with a bit of reddish tone, the purple not really come out perfectly. I'm avoiding to bleach my hair again because it might risk my hair too much, better to wait another month before I try it. So yes, next time maybe I will try to coloring my hair violet with better product and bleaching it first.

Before

After

Yes, I do have some beard in my chin LOL

One week after, the purple starting to fade

Which color I should try next? :D

Eid Mubarak 1441 H

It's been a week already but Eid Mubarak all! Taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum.

Just like everyone else, me and my family spend our Eid just stay home or #dirumahaja due to the pandemic. We decided to did Eid shalah in home with my dad became the imaam. It's sad, of course it is, because usualy we go to our relative's place when Eid come. Visit other family member, meet our cousins and nieces, eat many delicious foods together and 'sungkem' (ask for forgiveness for our mistakes) to all family member. But unfortunately we can't do it this year beacuse of pandemic. It is for the best and for our safety so let's just be grateful for everything we have for now. Alhamdulillah :)

May Allah always grant us healthy and safety in this situation. Let's hope and pray for Eid next year so we can spend it with our big family, Aaamiin.

Faded to Pink

My purple hair starts to fade to pink each week. Now I have a pale pink / pastel pink hair, kinda love it though hehe. Decided to take a lot of selfie because it looks nice. Also thanks to simple make up (which I'm not pro at), my sister old jacket which have nice color & kinda suit my hair and make up at the moment and nice filter from SODA Camera app, all of those combination really makes me looks amazing hahahah.