Rain

The weather became so erratic lately, sometimes sunny and suddenly rain's fall. We can not  predict the weather anymore, we can't say that next month rainy season will stop or not and farmers became confused. They can't decide which plant they should plant due to unstable weather. When I'm back from Jakarta (via Cipali) I can see so many plants rot due to waterlogged. The farmers plant red onion and timun suri (I don't know the english translation for this :p) in the middle of unstable weather like this, maybe they thought that the rain will not fall so they can plant that summer crop but they were wrong. And you guys maybe already know about that incident in Garut and Sumedang too, right? Heavy rain's fell and landslides happened. Many people lost their homes and some people's dead :( Thankfully, many people did a fundraising to help them until now (you can participate too guys).

Speaking about rain or rainy season, I really love rain! Really, really, really love it! As long as it does not bring disaster, I love it very much. I don't know why but every time rain's fall I become so relax and cozy feeling comes over to me. Just like a child feeling so happy when they got a present or candy, that's what I feel when rain's fall. I don't care if someone else said they hate rain or they hope rain will not fall because when rain's fall they can't go out freely, because for me I just love rain very much so I don't really care about anything else hahaha. Well, it's true that sometimes we can't go out freely because of rain but hey, let's just be grateful for it. God give us rain. When we really need water and feeling so hot, we began to hope rain will fall, but when rain's finally come we started to compalin too, huft what do you want exactly, human? ^^;

Maybe some of you will think I am a bit crazy or strange but it's true that I really love rain. Even when overcast come before rain's fall I feel happy already. Drizzle or heavy rain, I love both of them. As long as it does not bring disaster of course. Let's just be grateful for everything, be kind and keep  your positive mind. I know, life's not easy sometimes but there are so many things to be grateful for. I try to keep my postive mind and sincere anytime and anywhere and it turns out it was very good for my lives. I'm no longer easily agigated and stress when faced any problem, Alhamdulillah. Also thanks to my psychologist who told me to do so haha. I was very stressful back then, until I decide to consult with a psychologist and I got a nice result after that. And No, if you think that I'm in a big trouble or get a serious psychiatric problems the answer is no. It just I'm feeling stressed beacuse of something and my mom suggest me to met a really nice psychologist (he is soooooo nice) :)

Anyway, see you again on my next post! Stay positive and be grateful for everything guys!~

2015

Less than 2 weeks we will end this year. 2016 is coming and I'm surprised how time flies so fast (LOL I keep saying this in here). I hope next year I will be better, still do my best for everything, yosh!

How are you my friends? are you keep reading this random blog? you better do something else rather than reading this hahahaha. Do you statisfied with this year? how's your school? your work? your family?  your health condition? did you achieved something remarkable this year? or have you done something amazing this year? Great for you, keep your good work guys. I'm still trying to be better again and do my best hehe. Next year everything will be better, more better, Amin !

I'm Feeling 22 ~

 To me, people should get stuck between 18 and 19 y.o - Naoko, Norwegian Wood

Helloooooo everybodeeeeeeh ~ Long time no seeeeee! LOL. Long time no update my blog again since february > < I miss write on my blog so much but I didn't have opportunity to online.. if you ask why then the answer is I've been sick (again) for almost 2 weeks, did not have a time to go to warnet, badmood, stress and many more hahahaha. Yes, I'm stress being unemployment for several month. Stay in my home just make me frustated. Although I said I'm fine deep in my heart is different story. The human body sometimes know what's the truth. But hey! let me tell you now, I'm fine, I'm totally fine now! I swear! (it's true hahaha). I'm grateful for what I have now, I'm sure I will get a job soon :)

Well, I have birthday yesterday. It's my 22nd birthday. Huft, I feel old again hahaha. Just like last year, actually I'm not really interested to my birthday. I feel like I want to forget it, skip my birthday Lol. I don't know why but I just want to skip that day :P and now.. here I am, 22 y.o ! 

By the way, I have new rabbit again, after Simba's dead me and my sister decide to bought a new one for Chobi's friend. It's same breed with Simba but have black& grey colour. I named her Kichi means luck in Japanese. Kichi is nice rabbit in the first but now after 1 month and half she became litle bit annoying -__-" She did not want to stay quite when she's in cage and always trying to get attention from us. Kichi is still 3/4 months y.o so she can't be mated with Chobi. Let's see what will happen next. I just hope Chobi and Kichi is healthy :)

 

Me, 22 y.o -3-

ご家族

Just some photos in my graduation day last month with my lovely family :)

About This Blog

Hello everyone!~ Here I come again to this blog because this unemployment girl still didn't get a job yet. Well, I did not want to complain much about unemployment thing for now. I know it's normal if I did not get a job yet because I just graduated from college a.k.a freash graduate haha. Maybe Allah want me to enjoy my life for a while, spend a lot of time with my college friends before I parted with them, hang out, enjoy my last time in my lovely kost and be grateful for everything He gave to me. Alhamdulillah :)

By the way, I just realized that I've been write in this blog for almost 4 years! OMG! hahaha. I remember my first time create this blog, it was in the end of 2010, I just graduate from high school and became a new college student here in UNPAD. That time I decide to create a blog, the reason is just because I want to write something. I love writing, I want to write and tell about my daily life thingy in a book / diary but don't know why in that time suddenly I create a blog instead of diary. Well, I used to write on a diary before, not everyday I write on it but yes I'm a typical nerd girl like that you know hahaha.

If you read my very first entry I write in this blog it's really a random things. I write about everything happens in my life, yes everything except my private life of course :p Even until now I still write about many random things so it's normal for you guys who might be read my blog to feel really bored or not interested xD it's already in the end of 2014 now, december has come and soon will be in 2015. Time flies so fast huh? When the first time I wrote in here I still a newbie, a new college student who went away from home to study, and now I already graduate from college and still write in this blog. Many thigs I've write in here, my first time in college until I graduate. 

This blog really like a diary, I can 'open' it and read all the things I wrote in it. Remembering everything, remembering many moments that happened in my life for almost 4 years. Sometimes I read again my old entry in this blog then I laugh / smile to myself after that. Many activities I already follow since my first year of college, many experience I got from it, many friends I have since I became college student until now, and many lessons I got during that time. Yes, so many things I got and experience during I study in here :') Everything I got until now is such a treasure. I can learn so many things in my life from it :)

I'm not sure actually but I will write in this blog for now onwards and maybe untill I get old haha. So in the future me or my child (or even my grandchild) can open this blog and know what kind of life I have before / remembering every moments I've write in here :D such a dream huh? Lol. it doesn't matter if my blog is really boring and have no one who follow / read it. I just love to write in here, write everything and make my blog like a memorial book :)

Should I Gave This a Tittle? :p

Hello everyone ! (everyone? who? does your blog have a reader? Lol). I'm in my hometown for 5 days now. Nothing to do in my kost since I graduate already so I decide to go home. Aah job, can someone interview me and give me a job? hahaha kidding. I'm enjoy my free time for now, sleep, watch tv, watch movie with my brother & sister, eat a lot of my mom's cuisine, hangout with friends and read a lot of books. The only thing that I can't do now is accsess internet because I didn't bring my laptop and no internet connection in my home haha. I can't open my LINE too beacuse my smartphone is damaged so I can't use it. My smartphone its error for almost 2 month now :( well, that phone is error since early 2014 but I fixed it and now it's error again.. *sigh*. I bet I miss a lot of info because of that >< For now I just use my Nokia phone (it's only for messaging and calling). I open my LINE on my laptop now but yea, I didn't bring it so I can't accsess it at all. 

Aah, I want a holiday. I want to go to Karimun Jawa ! I want to relax with my friend before I walkin to the 'real world' xD I hope I ca go there :)

Lookin for.. What?

So it's been a moment after my graduation day. Yes, I'm happy, yes, I'm very grateful but now it's time for me to feel 'the real world'. "Wecome to the jungle!" maybe that's the sentence for me now haha. Actually if someone asked me about what type of job I'm looking for I just can't answer that.. seriously.. I don't have any idea at all. I know for now I should looking for any job even it don't fit with my passion because find a job is really hard nowadays, besides I can choose another job after that. In other words, for this time any job is okay until I can find another job I want. Nevertheless, looking for a job is not easy thou', what I can do now is apply a CV to every company and join a job fair (go to job fair is a new hobby now Lol). Just do my best and keep pray to Allah is what I can do, wish me luck too guys :)

Let's change the topic now hehe. So, yesterday before I return the toga to campus I decide to take a pict first xD The theme is Graduation Day The Male Version of Me Lol. Nothing to do in my kost (you know I'm unemployment girl now) so I make a 'photo session' (read: selfie) with my toga :p

卒業式 !

Hello all !! I'm so so so happppyyyyy because yesterday finally I'm officialy graduate from my college, yay ! Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah :') On wednesday, 5th November I went to Dipatiukur attend my friend's graduation, Irun, etc was graduate on that day while me is in the next day. I gave my C クラス fellas some flowers and dolls. I make the toga cap by myself for the doll (I bought the doll) and make a greeting cards too. So glad they like it hehe.

PS: This is gonna be a long post and full of photos so I hope you guys don't mind :p

Dolls and flowers for my friends

C クラスたち

2010 !

And here it is, in the next day I'm ready for my gradution day :) After prepare for anything finally it's time for me to became one day queen Lol. The make up artist who make up my face and my friend makes me looks pretty hahahaha. So happy many people have nice comment about me and my make up. They said that I look pretty on that day hehehe Alhamdulillah. Maybe because I always looks boyish on my daily life so when I put make up on my face and got dress up everybody was so surprise xD

My family came to my gradution too (of course). My dad, mom , brother and sister came to Bandung all the way from Cirebon, soooo happy ! Mom and dad, here it is I present you my graduation, thank you for everything, for the support, pray and love to me, thank you ! :') Inul, Anton, etc came to my graduation and bring their toga too (they graduate on previous day like I said before) so they can take a picture with me and others while using toga hahaha. Thank you for everyone who has come to my graduation day yesterday, thanks for the greetings, pray and all the gift you all gave to me, I'm so happy, really :'D

My sis and my bro ~

My family (my brother is the one who take this photo haha)

M besties (minus Che & Irun) :*

Another besties :*

Faculty of Geology, they are so awesome! They are push up together with the alumni

With Pena Budaya crew, thank you all !

We are like Gryffindor students in Harry Potter Lol

2010 ~

C クラス

All gift I got

Balloon form Anton and fake flower in the left is from Cherril, my BFF. She make it by herself and I loveee it !

Red rose & greeting cards from Nana, thank you ~

From Pena Budaya crew, thank you!

Teddy Bear from my brother

Inul gave me this balloon haha

Pin from Himade and handmade bracelet from Niyar, my BFF. I loveeee it !

For this time I would like to say thank you to my brother because he is the one who take almost all photos on my graduation day Lol xD I love yaaa :p