Zepeto

Addicted to Zepeto apps for the past few days xD I enjoy making my own avatar and I can take a picture with my friends even with my favourite fashion blogger, Evita Nuh, and with my favourite cosplayer, Aphin. It's really booming nowadays, almost everyone use this app and indeed this apps is really fun! Do you play Zepeto too? Let's follow each other, my ID is: P9GAKP :)

Holiday Holiday~

Back to my hometown for around 6 days. I really enjoy my holiday~ Hang out with friends, karaoke, shopping with mom, birthday dinner with my parents (happy birthday mom & dad!), met my nephew and niece, watching movie and lunch together with sister, and went to friend's wedding. Alhamdulillah :)

Rumpang

Went to karaoke with my friends last monday. My friend sang one of Indonesian song called "Rumpang by Nadin Amizah", when I heard it, I fell in love with the song immediately. I saw Evita Nuh and Tulus post about this song on their Instagram Story before, but I haven't heard the song in full version, then I forgot about it. Until my friend choose this song for karaoke I finally remember it and open Youtube immediately. I really really love this song! Such a beautiful song and beautiful voice Nadin Amizah have~ I played this song again and again.

Mural on The Market

Found this nice mural on the traditional market near my home. It's nice to see boring wall turns into something cute & beautiful like this~

December Movie List

I love watching movies and I often go to the cinema to watch movies. There are so many good movies this year including Infnity War of course (I can't wait to watch Avengers: End Game next year!). For this December, there are few movies I want to watch and here is the list:

Source: IMDB

Source: IMDB

Source: IMDB

And you know what? When I saw the trailer of "After 11" (played by Dian Sastrowardoyo) I thought this is real movie and I really want to watch it, in fact I already input "After 11" to my list, but when I Googling about it... it turns out that "After 11" is only an adverstisement, Bukalapak ads to be exact LOL. Nice job Bukalapak, you make such an awesome tv ads! xD

Source: femalegadiskawulamuda.blogspot.com

Songs Songs Songs

Just want to share my recent music playlist to you guys. My favourite musicians has launched some nice album and single. Tulus with his new single "Labirin" and "夏は来ぬ (Natsu wa Kinu)" (SOYJOY x Tulus), Tom Rosenthal with his new songs and album "Z-Sides", Tom Rosenthal make new arrangement for his old songs in this album and also he makes some new songs too. Kunto Aji with his album "Mantra Mantra", one of his single "Rehat" is my favourite and last but not least, Akeboshi with his new single "点と線 (Ten to Sen)".

I feel so blessed :)

 

Recently I love to hear this song too beacuse of The Good Doctor TV series haha. I love this tv series, I love Freddie Highmore and I love this song!

Roller Coaster Mood

Having roller coaster mood lately. My mood been up and down and sometimes makes me so tired and a litle bit frustated. Sometimes I feel happy and enjoy my life, but sometimes I feel so worried about everything and having a bad mood.

I think this is not anxiety disorder or anything, it just I'm having mood swing. But it does bother me sometimes. I feel like I want to run away from everything, even sometimes I want to cry without any reason... don't know why. I want to scream loudly and crying. 

I know I should not be like this. Sometimes I feel like I'm not grateful for what I have. I have a nice family, nice best friends, having a nice job but sometimes I'm such a coward. A small problem can makes me feel frustated. Eventhough I know that this is normal in life if we have a problem. It's impossible to have no problem at all in our life. but... sometimes I feel so scared over a small problem. And this is not good.

Why I'm being so coward? why I always like this? why??

I'm supposed to be more grateful. to be more confident in anything and to be more stronger to face any problem in my life. but.. it did not happen sometimes.... :(

Sometimes I worry about my future, I don't know what I want to do while my friends has achieved something in their life and pursue their dreams. I know.. I know, everyone have their own time. We have different time and path in our life but.. I just feel like I really don't know what I want in my life. I have no plan at all about my future. And now here I am being so coward about my small problems. I hate it, really :( Other people have bigger problem than mine and they still fight over it, but look at me, being worried just because of small things.

haha sorry for writing such a depression things like this in the morning. I just want to write in here and pour out what was on my mind lately ^^

I will keep doing my best and praying.

Eyerything is gonna okay, everything is gonna be alright, Amin.