2021 Recap (So Far)

Hello guys! I'm back!! I miss my blog so much and I've been abandoned this blog for almost 9 months, sorry >.< (Back with the same old opening by the way, because I don't know any other opening LOL). But seriously, I miss writing on my blog and I've been thinking to make a new post since a long time but then sometimes I just forgot, didn't have a time or simply have no idea what to post. So here my 2021 recap so far for the past 9 months (Gosh, time passes so quickly! only 4 months to go until 2022🙈):

-Got a new job in Bandung since early January.

Yea, I finally got a new job again Alhamdulillah. I have been busy trying to adapt to my new job and environment. My jobdesc is different from my past work experience and also this Covid 19 pandemic is still around so yeah...

-Got Covid 19 last month

No, I'm not joking about this I really got Covid haha. This is one of the reason why I cannot update my blog too actually. I did 'isolasi mandiri' or self quarantine in my kost for a while. To be honest it was quite hard and I've been worried so much about it because I have comorbid disease too and I'm worried about my place for self quarantine, what am I gonna do in my small room a.k.a kost but Alhamdulillah many people including my friends and family really took care of me eventhough they are far away from me. Took me less than 14 days to finally got a negative result of Covid 19, Alhamdulillah :) But still... took me about 2 weeks after that to completly recover from Covid even after I got negative result because I still had some symptoms back then.

-My hyperthyroid condition is kinda drop again so I still have to drink my meds.

Alhamdulillah eventhough my TSHS is quite low but it's not as severe as before when I first diagnose with hyperthyroid so I still can do my activity. I really hope someday my hyperthyroidism can be gone forever and  I can free of medicines :)

-Met my college friends again after a looong time hehe.

Ever since pandemic almost everyone can't meet each other so yeah, I'm happy I can met my friends again after few months. Eventhough this pandemic is not ended yet and we have to obey the health protocol but still... it is really nice meeting other people especially your best friends. I do hope we can meet again soon. Pandemic, please be gone ASAP! :D

-Tokyo 2020 Olympics and Paralympics is my muse xD

I really enjoy watching Olympics and Paralympics games during July-September. Actually when I got quarantined I'm busying myself watching Olympic games hahaha. I remember when Greysia and Apriyani won a gold medal, eventhough I watched the games on my phone by myself but I can hear the cheers and happy yelling from my kost neighbourhood xDD Also Paralympics is truly amazing too! Leani Ratri Oktila is a queen of badminton!~ All of Indonesian athletes from Olympics and Paralympics is really really amazing. We are proud of you!!

That's all I can tell you guys. See you again next time!

Stay healthy, obey the health protocol and wear your mask! Also go get a vaccine if you can (I can't get one myself because of my health condition) :)

Why SPN whyyy

Supernatural has finally ended last month and to be honest, the ending is really disapointing. Almost every SPN fans had the same reaction with me, disapointed and angry :p If you are a new fan to this fandom and just about to start watching the series, just make sure you will be ready to watch the ending because it will possibly make you disapointed also LOL. I mean... did the writter and the executive really choose that kind of plot/story to end the series?? whyyy just whyyy. Even the main actor, Jensen Ackles is actually kind of disagree with the ending but he really can't do anything except to accept it. Come on, they really wasted Jensen and Jared acting abbility sometimes -_-"

Even for me, who I admit not really a loyal fan to this fandom because I happened to stop watching the series for a few years, the ending's got me really disapointed. I had a low expectation about the ending because as you might know the series is not as good as the first five seasons anymore, but I still have a positive thoughts about it too, maybe just maybe the ending will be not so bad. Apparently it didn't. Why Dean had to die?? from a freakin' nail!??? eventhough in the end Sam and Dean got together again in heaven but still... the story is kind of ridiculous you know. Dean deserved better too, just like Sam, he deserved to be happy and get a nice normal life. Also Cas deserved better! (No, I'm not talking about destiel relationship, sorry but I'm not into that kind of things ^^;) Not just Cas and Dean actually, where are the other characters?? Jody, Donna, Eileen and everyone else??? They all are deserved better too! They only mention about Cas & Jack in the last episode without giving them an appearance at all. I thought Team Free Will 2.0 can be together for the last episode but it didn't happened.  I mean, I get it, maybe it's because the pandemic so not all the actors can come to the set for shooting, but still... the story is already bad in the first place so no matter what happened it will still ended up bad in my opinion *sigh*

In my conclusion the ending makes me cry A LOT, happy (slightly) and disapointed at the same time. There are few things I want to mention about why the last episode is bad but I will save you all the detail later. Maybe you can try to watch it, don't wanna to upset you any further until you watch it yourself haha.

Supernatural

Supernatural, a longest tv series running on The CW channel will come to end soon. After 15 years they finally decided that this season (season 15) is their last and final season. At first I didn't really feel anything about this news, not really sad or anything because I've been long stopped watching the series years a go but as the time goes by and I decided to re-watch the show to catch up till this season 15 I feel and feel more sad about the news :(

I still remember watching the series for the first time when I was in 7/8 grade, watching it with my sister on one of local TV channel and we both fell in love with the series and with one of the main characters, Dean Winchester a.k.a Jensen Ackles <3 As you might know, the first season of the series is still have the spookiest vibe compare to the newer season (also the jump scare) so we both got a little scared when watch the series hahaha. At that time, internet and streaming platform were not so common so we only count on our local TV channel to watch the series. We didn't really follow the series on a regular basis, only watch several eps until season 2 or 3 and then after that if I'm not mistaken, the local TV channel stopped airing the series in Indonesia and we also stopped watching it.

I stop watching the series and forgotten about it for a long time. Not really have any interest after getting far left behind especially after knowing the series has gotten many seasons as time goes by. But after I read the news on Instagram about Supernatural final season I kinda got my interest back to watch it. To be honest, I was shocked at first knowing that it has many seasons already and I need to catch up ASAP before the series ended LOL. Finally I managed to catch up with all the episodes last July.

As the time goes by, the story is somehow got 'messier' and not really interesting anymore in some parts, but it also get better after season 12 (in my opinion, season 12 is the worst :p I just don't really like the whole British Men of Letters thingy in this season, it's like they ran out of idea and then came up with British spy agent kind of thing. But I do enjoy some of the episodes/secenes too). Many people also have same opinion about the story, it's better in first few season especially season 1-5, and after Kripke left the story became bad. Also the cinematography (is it the right word? sorry if it isn't...) is used to be really pretty and amazing in the earlier seasons. I saw a Twitter post of some picture from Supernatural earlier seasons being pretty and all, and when I saw picture of Sam and Dean sitting at the top of the Impala stargazing, it brought so many feels to me :') it's so beautiful and nostalgic, reminds me of my first time watching the series with my sister. But just like the story, the cinematography also get better too although they've lost their dark tone and also because the camera and props is change during that 15 years.

After all Supernatural is still one of my favourite TV series which also has a sense of nostalgia. Also after following SPN news for the last few months I just know that the cast and crew is amazingly close and feels like a family (with their fans also). Now I feel sad knowing SPN will end soon... only 5 episodes left :'( I can't imagine what reaction I will have when I watch the last episode next month because it has been many news mentioning that the ending will be so emotional and even the writer also said that the fans will have to prepare a lot of tissues for the last episode. WHYYYY JUST WHYYY  :((( I hope we can have a nice ending tho', I'm still clowning here, hoping that nobody will die and the Team Free Will 2.0 all will hapily life ever after :'D

Supernatural, The WB / The CW, Eric Kripke

I know it's not really good but I try ok haha

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Blue Hair is Back

Remember what I said in my previous post? 

"Not really into coloring my hair again for now. I'm kinda tired and bored already haha but next time or several weeks from now when I change my mind maybe I will coloring my hair again, maybe blue or grey? I do't know, let's just see hehe."

And as you might guess it, I change my mind now and coloring my hair again hehehe. In the mood of blue colour so I choose blue this time. I'm still using the same product like before, Miranda hair color & Makarizo cream developer vol 30. It's not as vibrant as the picture on the Miranda box because I didn't bleach my hair first (too lazy to do it) besides my hair is already in blonde color after faded from green color, so it didn't really necessary to bleach it, unless I want to dye it to a more vibrant color like pastel color / silver. Although my hair root is growing already and it makes the color uneven (black on the top and blonde at the bottom) but I choose to ignore it haha. I will bleach my hair next time if I want to dye it with another color.

Not my first time coloring my hair blue, I still remember my first time coloring my hair blue when I was in college. It was ombre hair and I'm using Manic Panic hair dye. It was nice and I got so many compliments from my friends hehe.

Before

After

Pardon my messy hair xD
The wind was blowing hard at that time and I can't really keep my hair neat all the time although I did using hair dryer and using straightener before I take a pict ^^;

Changing Hair Color (Again?)

Here it is another post about my hair LOL pardon me. I have nothing interesting enough to post but I just want to share my current hair color. Last time I dyed my hair teal green and now is faded already, it faded into brown / slightly blonde. And it's surprise me because several people said that it's looks good on me xD They even thought that I coloring my hair into that color, but no, it's just faded from green into this color.

Not really into coloring my hair again for now. I'm kinda tired and bored already haha but next time or several weeks from now when I change my mind maybe I will coloring my hair again, maybe blue or grey? I do't know, let's just see hehe.

Thinking about my blog design or template, I haven't really update it again for a long time. I know it looks ugly and I want to fix it but I'm not really expert in making blog design or know much about graphic design. My brother help me with my blog years a go, maybe this time I will try to make it myself. Well, time to learn something new, Fouzna! :)