Feels Like Hurricane

Days have been so busy and crazy lately. This is maybe my crazy and depress week ever just like before 'prasidang' 2 months ago > < I really want to got an acc for 'sidang' as quickly as possible so I've been tryin hard to working on my essay and revision. Me and my two lovely friends who have same 'dospem' are working hard and go to the dospem's house almost everyday because my dospem is not be on campus everyday. The house is not really far but still need an extra money for the transportation ^^; yes, sometimes money is not really important anymore if you want an acc for sidang guys haha.

My printer is damaged and I can't use it to printing my essay although I've repair it so I must go to the rental to print it.. another extra money I have to spend *sigh* haha but it's okay because it's natural anyway. Anything become so dizzying because I have so many things to do. Revision, make the synopsis and translate it to japanese, go to dospem's house, printing the revision again and again, etc. Feels like I want to scream and crying at the same time :'( Yea, sometimes I feel so weak when I face something like this *shame* but after all I still keep trying and optimistic! :) Thanks to my friends who give me support so finally I can do this and got an acc for sidang! Yay!

I will sidang next month guys, finally! ;') Wish me luck and hopefuly I can graduate on november together with Irun cs :') For you who have same situation like me, who working on thesis / essay, ganbatte! You can do it guys! :) don't give until the end! I keep saying to myself when I feel pesimistic and want to give up that "I can do this! You can do this Fouzna! You can always deal with the problems you have until today, so surely you can also pass on this one!". So, don't ever give up guys! Keep trying and pray to God, I believe everything is gonna be okay ^^

PS: The tittle, actually I got inspired by my new lens type, Geo Hurricane. I think the word 'hurricane' really describe my situation lately ^^; oh, I will talk about my new lens in the next post btw ~

Found this pict from my friend and since that I got motivated by this japanese quote ^^

Selamat 2010 !

Attend my friend's sidang last thursday & friday. Finally Irun, Anton, Inul and others got their S.Hum :') Aaah I feel so happy and sad at the same time.. I know I should be happy & proud of them, my best friend finally graduate but I feel so sad too :'( Why I'm so late?? Why I can't join sidang too with them?? Why I just can blame myself?? :'( Ah, enough.. I know I must keep tryin and move on. Insya Allah I will sidang next month :') Please pray for me :)

Once again, congrats my friends! My lovely C kurasu friends!~ I hope I can graduation on november together with you guys, Amin :'D

Note: Many people love my ombre hair xD yay! (My parents have no comment about my hair too Lol)

C kurasu tachi ~

2010 team

Midnight Blue

 Finnaly, I got my blue haiiiirrrr ~ I ended up broke my promise before, in the previous entry I said that I will not colouring my hair again because I already miss my black hair after colouring it with caramel brown colour, but.. I'm sorry, I can't handle myself not to colouring with blue colour Lol. Actually, I kinda interested with new trend, ombre hair. Yes, seems like everybody have a nice ombre hair nowadays so I become interesting about this too. In the begining I'm not really want a ombre hair, because although I want a ombre hair but I'm afraid it would not suit me and as you know, the hair dye (Manic Panic) is quite expensive and if I buy it I'm just going to use it a little. But after see my friend who have ombre hair I become interesting again to try it, beside she really nice to me to gave me the Manic Panic for free xD She bought the hair dye but only using it just a little so she offered me to use it (nyahaha lucky me!). 

I'm using Manic Panic Midnight Blue colour and it's really the colour I want. Several months ago me and Uci actually have a plan to buy Manic Panic Midnight Blue but ended up don't buy it at all so when Winda offer me her Manic Panic Midnight Blue I'm really exciting and happy! I'm bleaching my hair first with cheap bleaching hair colour in supermarket and the result is not really good. The bleaching colour didn't show up like blonde / white colour as it should :( I'm quite afraid if I apply the Manic Panic the result will be change to the other colour just like Winda' hair. Winda was bleaching her hair too, but because the bleaching colour still looks brownish / yellow, her ombre hair became black & green, not dark blue. Anyway, I apply the manic panic after belaching my hair 3rd times and for the first result it's looks like Winda hair, green.. (it's still looks fine but I want dark blue colour) so I apply again twice, and tadaaa~ the result become Midnight Blue !! Yihaaaa ~

Green, Green blue mix and finnaly dark blue !

After The Rain Clouds Go

        Agdjhklrufkjrbvkjfxzq I just know about Akeboshi's new album !! The album entitled After The Rain Clouds Go. I want it badly, I REALLY want it !! >_< I wish I can buy it but... ehm, I don't have much money ^^; and I think it's kinda difficult to buy it although they do shipping all around the world (you can check the website) :( but yea, I will try to save my money and buy the new album hehehe.

Check Akeboshi official website for more info or you can check the soundcloud if you interesting to hear his music. Seriously, I just played the music and I really love it ! Akeboshi's song always makes me feel very comfortable and relax ~

Akeboshi San, please come to Indonesia and make a concert in here, I will definetely come to your concert ! :')

Tulus

Just chcek my instagram & twitter and I found this:

I'd love to go to this concert !! The ticket sales start in 15th Sept, so I must wait for it. Aaaa I hope I can buy the ticket and see Tulus directly~ I love his music & voice so much! I'm never go to his concert although he ever came to my campus for concert :( so I would not miss this opportunity :)

Farewell, Gatotkaca :')

           Got a very sad news yesterday from my friend, Uci. She called me yesterday at noon, when I pick up the phone, Uci's crying while talk to me, I was surprised when I heard her voice on the phone. I thought she was crying because of something else, like her college task / another problem related with college (because in the previous day she have problem with her course).

Me: "Uci, are you okay? what's wrong?"

Uci: *Talking while crying* "Na, Mas Roni.. has died..."

Me: "Huh? Who's died?" *I'm trying to convince myself*

Uci: "Mas Roni..."

Me: "Innalillahi.." *shock*

          Yes, Mas Roni has died :'( The man who very nice to me & Uci while we stay in Jogja. The man who let us stay at his house, who bought us a lot of foods & drinks, who drove me & Uci anywhere in Jogja, the man who always gives best jokes & ask us with his nosy voice "Kenapa?" (He mimicked his tone as in the biscuit advertisement). I'm very shocked after receiving a call from Uci.. I was typing my essay at that time and suddenly I'm speechless... I looked at the papercraft Mas Roni given to me :'( Ya Allah, he was so nice to me & Uci. I didn't know him before but when I went to Jogja, Uci introduce me to him and for a several days I stay in his house. I didn't suspect that it was the first and last meeting between me and him :'(

Good bye Mas Roni, may Allah give you the best place in His side, Amin.

Thank you so much for your kindness to we, THANK YOU! :')

It's time for Gatotkaca to back to the 'sky' :')